One of the reasons I have not been very good about updating this thing is because there is so much on my mind and I can't seem to figure out how to put it all into words. So far, this semester has been great. Girls bible study, house church, family time, my familia, our group, and everything else has made these past few weeks wonderful. But I can't help but feel like there is something missing from my life. If you asked me to give you an idea of what it was, I couldn't tell you. I can't even figure it out myself. My mind is constantly racing and I can't seem to keep up with it. I am zoning out more than usual and sometimes my thoughts trail elsewhere when I'm talking with friends which usually NEVER happens. I am a very focused person when it comes to talking with people. Despite the frustration of it all, I have never had so many conversations with God than I have had over the last week. I think I've talked to Him more than anyone else here in BA and back home. We talk on my way to school, to and from class, on my way home, ALL THE TIME. And when I say "talk" I mean I'm mostly doing the talking and then patiently waiting for a response (which doesn't happen all the time). I'm not saying this is a bad thing. In fact, I love it. I love that I can literally not say a word out loud and have a raw and honest conversation with God. My prayer is that my thoughts will eventually begin to unfold and I will be able to see what God is trying to reveal to me. At this point, I'm open to anything.
We are off to Bariloche tomorrow until Sunday so let me leave you with a few pictures from Adulam this past Saturday. It was so good to be back there!
Precious children
Sweet Rosia who fell asleep in my arms for 30 minutes.
Completely melted my heart.
Finally reunited with Deborah! Love this sweet girl.
Besos xoxo
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